I'm Not Here - Effu-Kun

Effu-Kun · Post by **Effu-Kun** » 27-05-2010 11:30

[size=18][u][b]I'm Not Here [/b][/u][/size]-

Don’t ask me to go
Don’t ask me to show
If there’s anything that’s clear
It’s that I’m not here

I’m not inside
I’ve nothing to hide
I have no soul
Inside I’m unwhole

I did not decide
It is not my pride
I have no power
In this my hour

My hour to go, to leave
To pain, to grieve
I can do so without crying
In this, my time of dying

That’s not what your words mean
Don’t tell me that you’ve seen
It’s your choice to go
So don’t ask me to show

This is not a life
Feelings are rife
It is not the me
That I want to be

It’s like a new death
With every indrawn breath
I can hear your voice
But it’s not my choice

I did not choose
To wear these shoes
I did not desire
This internal fire

So don’t ask me to go
Don’t ask me to show
Because if anything’s clear
It’s that I’m not here...

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[color=red][b]Make of it what you will...[/b][/color]

Ruyu_san · Post by **Ruyu_san** » 03-06-2010 06:59

How achingly beautiful, Eff.

Effu-Kun · Post by **Effu-Kun** » 03-06-2010 08:34

[color=red][b]Thanks Ruyu

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Sesshy'sGirlLOL01 · Post by **Sesshy'sGirlLOL01** » 21-06-2010 06:02

That was gorgeous, it made me feel really sad.. but I really liked it

Effu-Kun · Post by **Effu-Kun** » 16-08-2010 15:36

[color=red][b]Thanks Sessh :pushup: [/b][/color]