Struggle :by Keo:

Keo · Post by **Keo** » 13-07-2011 05:14

I once believed things I was told
I once hated certain topics
though that all went down
the ground beneath me cracked
and I fell into an ocean

I clawed at the surface
I tried to scream
I called out to you

you turned your back to me
told me I was on my own
that you wanted someone else
that this had been going on for a while
I should have known you'd abandon me

toss me to the thrashing waves
that spun me about
dragged me under
invisible hands curling their fingers around my neck

how could you leave me behind?
I was trying to catch up
trying so hard

I believed [i]you[/i]
over all else

I believed the things I was told
the ground had cracked and I fell
drowning, drowning

drowning in misery
for what seemed like forever
it had hit me so hard when you told me this
when you said there was someone else

I hadn't felt a thing when it was said
I knew the day would come

and then I drowned
drowned in my sorrows
while I clawed at the surface
trying to break free
so I would never fall again

someone reached their hand out to me
then another
and another
I was pulled up
gasping for the air I desired
after hours of struggling

with such internal demise

I had peered at each face
seeing that none were you
and felt myself smile
'cause I could start anew
and rebuild what had been destroyed
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[color=yellow]Basically...a break-up poem. Of how one struggles to get over such things when they put their all into it then dropped into what feels like a raging ocean - the devastation and misery.[/color]

Danni_Auttumns · Post by **Danni_Auttumns** » 13-07-2011 05:26

Reminds me of someone from the RP of which we don't speak.

I liked it though, it was horribly depressing and awesome.